Saturday, October 18, 2008

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sometimes i wonder: "what the heck will i write about this week?" you never know where the inspiration will come from...this week it came from jason mraz.

amy and i saw mraz last night at the orpheum theater. i've seen him three times and the first two were good experiences: i've always been really impressed with his abilities live (the man can flat out sing). but i sometimes find his neo-hippie/existential hedonist philosophies on life to be a little silly. and there was some of that last night...plus some blatant pro-obama propaganda that felt misplaced. however, i felt that last night went beyond a good show by a talented guy and became somewhat of a spiritual moment, especially at the end.

he closed the show with a song that amy and i both really appreciate: a beautiful mess.

more on that, but first, some context...i've spent most of the week dealing with a family in my after-school program that has some deep, deep gnarly stuff going on and is in an extreme state of denial about most of it. that is hard to see and impossible to deal with adequately in our program. this family had been kind of sucking me dry emotionally all week with their inability to deal with, or even admit to, their issues.

then on friday night, jason starts talking about how we all make messes of our lives and then we try to dress it up, which he calls "picking up trash in dresses" in one of the lines of the song. i've watched that all week.

he closed the show by urging everyone to "keep practicing kindness, practice gratitude." after watching him sing that song (another great line: "we've torn our dresses and stained our shirts"), it seemed more profound than some of the shallow sentiment i've heard from him before and entirely apropos to my week.

i continue to live a weird life: making 5 dollar drinks for people who live in beacon hill and mentoring/educating kids who live in roxbury. two worlds that couldn't be farther apart. and yet in both places, and we all do it, we wear dresses and walk around in trash. i guess all i'm trying to say is it was refreshing to hear someone call that out.

thanks jason.

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