Sunday, April 27, 2008

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- last night i had the opportunity to help two good friends get married. this was my first ceremony and it was fantastic...better than i could have imagined. most importantly, i think they were really happy with how the ceremony went and that is the best! here are some pictures:

Thursday, April 24, 2008

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- tonight we said goodbye to our friend sean, a young dude who has been a pretty important part of our farmington crew.  he's off to florida and some new adventures.  pray that sean will find a community where he will be valued as much as he was here!

Monday, April 21, 2008

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close...

...that's how i feel about so many things...getting closer to the wedding date...closer to locking down a place to live and a job in boston...closer to leaving durango and CTK...closer, closer, almost, almost...

...it's been a weird tension for a while, but is becoming more tangible and palpable all the time.

pray for sanity and the clarification of some of these "almosts"...especially the job and the house!

thanks

Monday, April 14, 2008

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i've been reading The Autobiography of Martin Luther King Jr.  there's a lot to say about this book, but i've decided to limit myself to five quotes...here it goes:

The worst disservice that we as individuals or churches can do to Christianity is to become sponsors and supporters of the status quo.

Contrary to some shallow thinking, the responsibilities of the pastorate both stagger and astound the imagination.  They tax the whole man.

I was convinced that worship at its best is a social experience with people of all levels of life coming together to realize their oneness and unity under God.  Whenever the church, consciously or unconsciously, caters to one class it loses the spiritual force of the "whosoever will, let him come" doctrine.

Along the way of life, someone must have sense enough and maturity enough to cut off the chain of hate and evil.  The greatest way to do that is through love.  I believe firmly that love is a transforming power that can lift a whole community to new horizons of fair play, goodwill, and justice.

(Our) guiding principle has since been referred to variously as nonviolent resistance, noncooperation, and passive resistance.  But in the early days of the protest none of these expressions was mentioned; the phrase most often heard was "Christian Love."  It was the Sermon on the Mount, rather than a doctrine of passive resistance, that initially inspired the Negroes of Montgomery to dignified social action.  It was Jesus of Nazareth that stirred the Negroes to protest with the creative weapon of love. (emphasis mine) 

- i could go on and on with amazing and timely quotes: King also had a lot to say about war, hunger, economic inequalities, the defense budget, and many other things that are quite pertinent still, especially in this election year...instead, in the spirit of Dr. King, here's a song from Tyrone Wells:
  

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

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i'm back in colorado after a whirlwind weekend that included a marriage conference, a job interview, apartment hunting, a tyrone wells show, some rain, and even a little time to hang out with amy =)

right now it feels like i have 60-70 percent of the picture of the future (or the future that will begin in two months) but that last 30-40 percent is still getting to me...

59 days, 8.5 weeks, 6 sundays...that's all that's left...

ps. and 29 beers

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

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- this is a fantasy baseball post, so if you're not into that you can just scroll on down to the comment section and leave your sarcastic remarks! (this is for the 2-3 of you who care about this kind of stuff)...

- yesterday was opening day for most teams and the first day my team collected points...here's how it went:

Hitters
Victor Martinez, C, Indians: 2 for 2, 1 run, 1 rbi, then he tweaked his hamstring...great
Travis Hafner, 1B, Indains, 1 for 4, 1 run,. 1 rbi, looking for "pronk" to rebound and have a big year
BJ Upton, 2B, Rays, 1 for 4, 2 rbi, hoping for 30/30 and loving that he is hitting cleanup for that team
Alex Gordon, 3B, Royals, 1 for 5, 1 HR, 1 run, 2 rbi...i got to see his home run during lunch at miller...such a beautiful swing
Edgar Renteria, SS, Tigers, 1 for 5, 1 rbi...not the type of player in normally like, but the SS i wanted got picked right before i was going to take him (by literally one pick!)...so i go with edgar and the stacked lineup of the Tigers!
Matt Holliday, OF, Rockies, rained out =(
Delmon Young, OF, Twins, 2 for 4, 1 run, 1 stolen base...love that he is running all ready, hoping for 20/20 (you can tell i went with some unproven, high upside guys)
Jeremy Hermida, OF, Marlins, he's on the DL (nothing new there) but should be back by the weekend (I'm using Eugenio Velez in his stead hoping for some cheap steals)
Frank Thomas, DH, Blue Jays, also rained out...i'm not excited about this spot in my lineup, i'm hoping i get lucky with either Big Frank or Hank Blalock or someone else...a gamble for sure.

Pitchers
Carlos Zambrano, Cubs, 6.2 innings, 5 ks, no runs, 0.60 whip, then he went out with forearm cramps...uggh.
Cole Hamels, Phillies, pitches tomorrow (he's supposed to be the more fragile of my aces, so i'm keeping my fingers crossed that Zambrano's cramps are no big deal)
Ian Snell, Pirates, crazy game yesterday 12-11, 12 inning game, X Nady hits two home runs!...snell started, 6 innings, 4 runs, 3 ks, 1.50 whip...ok, but not great...hopefully just some opening day jitters.
Tim Lincecum, Giants, pitches tomorrow...go timmy!
Clay Buchholz, Red Sox, a bit of a gamble but i like the rewards possible with this guy...pitches on friday
Shaun Marcum, Blue Jays, pitches this weekend...i thought he was a steal with my last draft pick!
Joe Nathan, Twins, 1 inning, 1 save, 1 k, classic joe nathan
Todd Jones, Tigers, 1 inning, 1 k...i'm also rolling the dice with my relievers, but hey, that's nothing new...i figure jones may give me an ulcer but he's going to get a ton of saves with the Tigers likely to win 95 games.
Brian Wilson, Giants, did not pitch, and he may not have many opportunities with the crappy Giants. oh well.

that's my team...3rd place after one day.

happy beginning of the baseball season to everyone!

Monday, March 24, 2008

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- i feel really blessed and encouraged after a great easter yesterday. our easter service was a lot of fun, with a great turnout of people, a full band (or close to it!)...and, this is difficult to describe, but a feeling of "rightness" about our new place and time. i don't know if that is the correct word, but it just feels natural and good when we are together on sunday mornings at matt's house.

- after our celebration, i went over to dave and cathy johnson's and got to eat a delicious easter meal with the johnson family, which is always a joy and priviledge. while hanging with them i got the distinct impression for the second week in a row that chip and jenn and family are in a good place and in good hands here in durango. while i was never going to be able to "take care of them," it does encourage me, as i leave, to see that they are well cared for in ministry and family life. very cool!!

- then, i spent the rest of the afternoon with some of the young couples in our church. we ate (i ate well yesterday!), played music together, and had some great times. there were a couple of moments where i imagined that this community will still be together, eating and playing music, months from now, when i am long gone, and that also was an encouragement to me. real community has been formed here. also very cool!!

- these are things that make me very happy.

pictures:



Tuesday, March 18, 2008

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- it's been a busy few days...here's a run down of recent events:
- spent a great week with amy...we got our invitations done and bought wedding bands...very cool!
- we had our first sunday morning service...it felt very natural and normal.
- we met with Patrick Crossing people to discuss some more future possibilities and partnerships.
- i drafted my fantasy baseball team (the centerpiece of which is Matt Holliday)...hopefully this will be another winner.
- now, it's back to the grind! 

- here are some pictures
 
the new place:


















- Hanging out and Invitations:


Thursday, March 13, 2008

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- this has been a great week of hanging out with amy!  we've gotten some stuff done, but we've also been able to catch up on some movie watching.  here's a summary:

1) Once (every one's probably seen this, but it's great...great music, interesting story, well shot)

2) Gone Baby Gone (takes place in the Boston neighborhood where amy and I hope to live...also raises some interesting questions about society)

3) King of Kong: Fistful of Quarters (story of two guys going for glory by recording the all time highest score in donkey kong...sounds lame, but it's unbelievable...probably the best of the three...a fascinating study in human nature)

that's it for now...

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

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political thoughts...

today is a big day in the democratic primaries (obviously), plus i've been reading Jesus for President (which i won't comment on, except to say that whether you read the book or not, pick up a copy and look through the pages...the design is unbelievable...it makes a Rob Bell book look boring in comparison), so in that spirit i offer my thoughts:

i actually don't have too many sophisticated political thoughts at this point. just a sense of angst (which is true of many other aspects of my life these days, so why should politics be any different?).

anyway, i've been a fan of Barak Obama since his speech at the '04 democratic convention. my reaction was, who is this guy and why isn't he running for president? a few months later i received his memoir, Dreams From My Father, for Christmas and i really enjoyed reading it. last year i read his other book, The Audacity of Hope, and i enjoyed that as well. i love his background, what he represents, that he spent time in south Chicago working in neighborhoods familiar to me, and, i admit, when the guy speaks i get chills...he's an incredible communicator.

however, i feel conflicted about his campaign. part of it is stupid and selfish. three years ago he was still under the radar and it was like discovering this cool band that few other people knew about and every now and then i'd run across someone who knew about Obama and there was this knowing, insider look we'd exchange. now everyone has an opinion about Obama, and i feel the same way i feel when that cool little band all of a sudden gets huge and everyone knows them and has their opinion about them (and your parents are going to their concerts...sorry mom and dad, couldn't help it!). so, that's my dumb reason for feeling conflicted. on to the more important reasons...

...here's the tension i feel:

1) i hope Obama wins and is the next president of the United States. i've voted in two presidential elections and both times it felt like i was choosing the lesser of two evils. this is the first time in my voting life that i actually like a presidential candidate for who he is and what he stands for, not because he seems slightly less worse than other guy (i apologize for my male-centric pronouns). but...

2) i also hope Obama loses and does not become the next president of the United States. i am extremely wary of power, especially political power: the ways that it changes people and what it does to a person's soul. i also fear becoming more disillusioned with the political system by watching someone i admire compromise and play the inevitable political games that one has to play.

so here is what i hope actually happens...Obama wins the democratic nomination, but loses the presidential campaign. he then decides to go back to the grassroots level and community organizing, using his new found clought and profile to stand up again for people who desperately need advocates, all the while speaking prophetically into our political system. probably not going to happen (my audacious hope), but that's what i would really like to see...

...comment starter: are you hopeful or wary as far the '08 presidential race is concerned?

Friday, February 29, 2008

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my best man was on the price is right yesterday...watch it here (click on february 28th)

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

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wrapping up a big weekend...

1) we called last sunday (2/17) vision cast 2008...we said we wanted to continue practicing the habits of worship, community, and service, maximizing what we do through authenticity (in the spirit of love, acceptance, and forgiveness) and accessibility (by widening the metaphorical side and front doors of our church). this week we talked about what that looks like: namely, open small groups that are actively praying for the people about to come, and moving our weekend service to Sunday mornings. Sunday mornings accomplishes two things for us: a) it seems a better time for the people we are attracting, and b) it allows us to further partner and cooperate with matthew's house and patrick's crossing...an opportunity we are very, very excited about.

2) along those lines, the church co-op idea is gaining some steam...last night, in partnership with PC, we were able to screen the film Lord, Save Us From Your Followers. the response to the film was very positive overall (a few people walked out and the crowd was definitely made up of church people...not a bad audience for the film, actually), and i think the big take away was that there are some churches in this town who are in to cooperating and sharing resources, as opposed to competing against each other. pretty cool!

3) my thoughts on the film: quality production...i would have focused on some issues less and others more, but still a great effort. some people who did a great job (i.e. they were thoughtful, dignified, and passionate in a positive way): tony campolo, john perkins, bono, rick warren, and al franken. others did not come off so good...no need to name names. if you have the opportunity to see it this summer, i would strongly suggest it...you will cringe, feel embarrassed and angry, but also moved and inspired.

4) here's an interesting article, especially after watching this movie: evangelicals

5) new podcast page! we're trying to get the last two weeks on there as soon as possible.

peace

Friday, February 22, 2008

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- ctk-durango and patrick's crossing have the priviledge of hosting a screening of this film on monday at the abbey theatre. check out the trailer...

- we hope this will provide a unique opportunity to dialogue with some folks who are suspicious of organized religion...

Monday, February 18, 2008

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i couldn't be more encouraged with church right now:
- i am very excited with our direction
- i feel like i have a grip on what i need to "do" for the next three months (yes, my last sunday is exactly three months away...crazy)
- i love the group of leaders who are stepping up or taking on bigger roles
- i wish i could share more details, but those will have to wait until next week

other thoughts...
- i couldn't resist...i signed up for Yahoo! Winner's League 20045...bring it on suckers!
- i love driving with chip to farmington...great conversations
- it's finally warming up and i love watching the snow melt away =)
- i'm so pleased that anna got to meet nina...finally
- do the giants really think bengie molina is a clean up hitter?  there has to be someone else!
- it was good to see ryder at church tonight
- i'm feeling deep gratitude for the generosity of the waley's
- 45 or so beers to go (you know what i'm talking about!)

peace...

Thursday, February 14, 2008

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- pitchers and catchers reported for spring training yesterday, so i cooked a feast to celebrate:


- it's a big old stir fry, in case you couldn't tell...i used the following ingredients: red and green bell peppers, zuccini, yellow squash, mushrooms, a dash of garlic salt, tapatio, and...wait for it...bratwurst!!! (served over rice) baseball season is here, ah yes!

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

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thoughts on blogging...

i'm struggling for topics this week, so i think i'll blog about blogging. it's not as if there aren't things to talk about. in fact, that's part of the problem...there's almost too much going on right now. i'm currently working a ton, helping implement some significant changes in our church, applying for jobs and looking for housing in boston, helping to plan a wedding, caring for people in my community, and all the while continuing to prepare for marrige and investing in my relationship with amy. plus i'm reading books, having conversations, listening to new music, and playing fantasy baseball, so there's no lack of thoughts in my head...

...however, sometimes i struggle to know what to blog about. it would be a lot easier i suppose if i just picked a topic and left it at that. for example, i could blog exclusively about any of the following topics:
1) church
2) fantasy baseball
3) engagement/wedding planning
4) books
5) music

but instead i've chosen to be more inclusive and try to integrate all these things into one blog. i think sometimes my blogging suffers as a result. thoughts? is it better to cover a bunch of different topics, or is a topic specific blog the way to go?

Sunday, February 03, 2008

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- this weekend i was in seattle/mount vernon, washington, for the CTK Arrows Out Conference. we (chip, dave, steve) had a great time, were energized by some great conversations, and made some big decisions regarding the future of our church...our reward: an even worse storm than last weekend has descended on durango...

...and so we are stuck in denver.

- the good news is we got to see the super bowl (great game, by the way). we also aren't missing too much because everything has shut down in durango (tomorrow will be another snow day for the school district...the second time in a week, after eleven years with no snow days!! that should tell you how bad this storm is!)

- the bad news is we just want to go home! please pray we can make it tomorrow...



ps. we made it back!!! thank you Jesus.

- here are a few pictures from the conference:
















- waiting at the airport (notice the weather update!)


- in front of my apartment (a lot of snow, but not nearly as impressive as in chip's neighborhood)

Monday, January 28, 2008

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picture time!

- it's been snowing a ton!  today they shut the schools down (snow day!), which almost never happens (no snow days last winter, for example).  here are some photos from around my apartment complex (hardly the heaviest hit area)

outside my front door:  
my car:
the mailboxes:

- also, last night we had a little party for joe...a send off if you will...since this is one of the last times the three of us will be at church together we took some pictures...very nice!

serious men of the word
not as serious!

Saturday, January 26, 2008

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weekend thoughts...

- pacific pride: the tigers (5-1 conference, 14-5 overall) are back in the
mid-major top 25!
(they are #22)

- getting excited for the
CTK Arrows Out Conference next weekend.

- i enjoyed the anna v. john paul debate on the last post (see the comments on
10359 if you missed it)

- i recieved my first Durango jury duty summons (i call tomorrow to see if i was selected for monday)

- finally, and most importantly, if you read this before 6 pm (MST) on Sunday (1-27) please pray for me! i'm teaching on john 4. thanks...

Sunday, January 20, 2008

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pop culture thoughts

- i saw cloverfield tonight with seth, josh, keith, et al. unbelievable...my mind is still blown.

- someone asked me a few weeks ago about what it is i look for in music (i think dad asked me this). jon foreman's song "the cure for pain" pretty much sums up everything i look for in a song. listen to it here.

- also, more comments on the last post are welcomed.


ps. anna (who has a cool blog) became the first person (finally) to reference the quote under the title (stand at the crossroads...): major bonus points to whoever can tell me were that quote is from...i'll make you a shirt or something.